Ok my story is a little strange and its only been since i had my 2nd baby last April.
Since the birth of my daughter all I am doing is worrying about one thing after another ... first i was determinded i had bowel cancer because of some blood in my stool ... demanded a colonoscopy which turned out clear.
Then i diagnosed myself with nasal cancer because i couldnt get rid of bloody phlem build up in my nose and back of my throat .... saw a ENT specialist and all is completely fine.
Well now after 10 yrs my thought have came back to my cervical problems i had .... i was diagnosed with HVP warts and moderate-severe dysplasia ... my reg gyn did the coposcopy, cone biopsy and cyrotherapy (freezing)
After that i remember her sending me to a another specialist who i guess was higher then her because i do remember her saying she didnt want to remove any more of my cervix and about something further up my canal and she wanted to have someone else have a look ... like i said this was about 10-12 yrs ago so things arnt the clearest to me aboiut remembering .... anyways i went to see the head specialist and he did something which may have been what you are all calling LEEP or i think it was a lazer probe ... is that the same as LEEP?
Anyways i remember going back every 3 months and then 6 months then not haveing to go back to him at all.
So i then just started having reg paps every year from then. My last PAP was June/2005 which was 6 weeks after the birth of my daughter.
As far as i know everything has been fine or im sure they would have contacted me right?
Ok so this brings me to where i am now .... there should be no reason for me to be panicking over all this all of a sudden should there be?
My last pap was done June/05 so not even a year ago but the past few days im sitting here very stressed and having anxiety thinking that i have cerival cancer
My family dr had given me a RX for Ativan to help relax me when i was freaking out about the bowel and throat episodes ... so the only thing keeping me sane right now is the ativans i take 1 or 2 times a day for the anxiety.
So i called my gyn who delievered my daughter and asked to make an appt for my PAP and she said my last one was June 8 so she wouldnt book it until June 14 grrrrrrrr .... so then i call my family dr and ask to book one and she says the dr does them with a physical and needs a longer time slot so it wouldntbe until May 5 grrrrr ..... i really wanted to get in today becasue the results take awhile to come back!
Im sorry this is a longgg post but do you guys think im worrying over nothing if all paps have been fine since back then?
Im terrrified im full of abnormal cells right now and im so stressed over it!
Please anyone offer some advice to calm my fears .
Thanks to all of you