Hi, I am new to this site due to doing some research of my own. I started out with CIN III in my cervix back in 1998 and several procedures done until finally the freeze one worked. I have had clean paps ever since. BUT about 2 yrs. later, I began experiencing bad itching on the left side of my vulva and the doctor said I had HPV and gave me some Aldera cream. That helped for a few outbreaks over the course of 2 or so yrs, on and off. Then it got much worse in Dec. 2005 and after the biopsy, I was told I had stage 3 dysplasia and it had to be removed by scalpel surgery only, a vulvavectomy. I was so scared. I went to 2 different opinions and they all said the same thing, surgery was my only option. I had my surgery on 9/22/06 and I'm not going to lie, it was really hard. I was told it can take up to a yr. to fully heal and I will never be the same "down there", considering the extensive surgery I had, my oncologist was amazing and he did an amazing job. I thought things were going really well, I went for checkups every week for the 1st month then every 4 weeks for 4 months then my 6 month they looked at my cells under the microscope and I was told there were no signs of the disease returning, I was so overjoyed! Then a few weeks ago, yup, the itching/burning has returned and I had a terrible feeling it was back. I just went Thursday for my 8 month and my doctor gave me the most heart wrenching news, it is back. She thinks it is only "mild", but back to the oncologist I go for her to look at it and decide if I need biopsies. I am so beside myself because I did everything they told me to do. I bought a juicer and drink carrot juice every day (suppose to boost your immune system which is key to HPV which causes our dysplasia) I have taken aveno baths on a regular basis, I put Vitamin E from a soft gel on my vulva every morning and every night, I use my Gynecort cream, I take black tea SIDS baths, I only wear white cotton undies (colored ones are bad for women like us due to the dyes), you name it, i've done it. But when I saw this message board tonight, I felt l little better reading everyone's stories, I really thought I was the only one with this VULVA DYSPLASIA. Most everything you read on the internet is about cervical and not vulva which made this ordeal so frustrating. I am here to help anyone I can, I've been through allot and I know I will be going through more and to have women like you out there to help me through it all really makes a difference. I look forward to your replies and sorry if things are misspelled, I'm on a laptop