| Re: Had Leep today--glad I did it.
Hi, I'm new here..
I'm actually scheduled for a LEEP on May 1st. My doctor told me that I have a CIN II/III, low and high grade lesions. I found this out on my birthday which was yesterday. I just turned 20 years old and have been in a Monogamous relationship for 1 year now and am completely devestated by this since always playing by the rules and keeping it safe does not matter in this case. I mean, I'm the type of woman who has protected sex while still being on the birth control pill. I am scheduled to take Gardasil this Monday, the 14th, to prevent any other forms of HPV to show its ugly face.
My point is I am absolutely mortified. I read up so much information regarding LEEPS and HPV and Gardasil long term side effects and it terrifies me. I already had a colpo, and was severely allergic to the Monsel's Solution my doctor inserted. That was so painful to deal with! The biopsy didn't even hurt, the allergic reaction inflamed my cervic practically sealing it shut!
Anyway, I am going to receive general anesthesia, which I've never done before. My mother has had a cone biopsy in the past for high risk dysplasia, but knowing that a generator will be inserted and that there is a vacuum noise while this happens, I just feel like I'm going to be experimented on!
I am so scared and my boyfriend has been there for it all. I just wish this wasn't happening to me... Than again, so does everyone else...
Thank you for listening..
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