| low risk HPV
I was recently diagnoised with low risk hpv-I have no symtoms yet--hopefully never.
It really has taken over the quality of my life- all i do is think about this;i cant be around family for too long because i just feel disgusting....i feel like im contagious. Ive chosen not to tell them.
Im scared I could be putting my family at risk since I do live with them.
Ive been told from doctors I cant but still my mind is making me go crazy.
I just dont know what I would do if I start showing symtoms-im trying to mentally prepare myself but its not helping.
Even my my mouth I feel like like I see all these unusual bumps but then again Ive never looked at my tongue prior to this. SO i dont know whats normal or isnt.
Im just afraid that I will never feel normal again.
I cant believe I even complained about anything in my life prior to this.
Im hoping for the best but still scared that it may never go away.
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