calilover1

the reality of having UNPROTECTED sex is really scary!
in September of last year (2008) i unfortunately
made the biggest mistake of my life.
i had unprotected sex with a guy
that i barely knew. I felt weard but chose
not to beleive it wasnt anything like an STD.
hes one of the popular guys in school so i thought nooo
that cant be.
In December i decided it was time to go to the doctor.
I had pap smear & they called me back and told me
i had an abnormal pap smear.
they said i had the HPV virus, wich i had no idea what it was!
automatically the worst things came to my mind.
like i ruined my life and what guy will ever want
to be with me & sooo much more.
i have learned so much from that experience.
i had a coloscopy and then that came back fine so
now i just have to go get a pap evry year.
im a teen and this has tought me so much
about life.
and the reality of having sex.
please evryone protect yourself not just with condoms
but make sure you know the person you are having
sex with. know about eachothers sexual history!! its important!
i havent had sex ever since then wich the last time was October
with the same guy. I stoped hanging out with him cuz i just felt so
weard. I made a big decision which is not to have sex untill i get
married. The next person i have sex with will have to know about
the HPV virus because i know its still in me.
please evryone dont have UNPROTECTED SEX!
u cant just trust anyone. they may LOOK like they dont have
anything but it takes an experience like mine to understand fully.
im the one always telling everyone PLEASE USE A CONDOM!
begging them to do it just for their own good.
you dont have to be a ***** to get an STD it just takes one
bad decision. stay safe