| Scared of losing someone great..
Well, back entering the dating world, i have found a really great decent guy.
Really has his life together works full time, is going to school to be a doctor, you get the picture. Anyway, with my HPV; (High Risk), i feel so ashamed like i don't deserve this guy. He is such a good catch and wants to date me, i know HPV has no affects on males, but frankly id feel horrible if i was with him and he got it and passed it to someone else if we didnt work out, so im holding off, taking everything really slow and if we start dating, prob wont have sex for 4-6 months, to make sure the relationship is solid.
I just don't know what to do, he's mentioned he despises condoms and he knows im on birth control, ugh, i know he'll prob think something is up, if we always have to use condoms.
But i just can't bring myself to say, yes i have an STD, and if you don't want to be with me i understand, don't get me wrong id never put him at risk without trying my best to protect him, but ugh..
By the way, how affective are condoms, with this, or is it similar to herpes?
****Remember i do not have genital warts, this is the high risk, cancerous (cancer causing) kind, so no signs, other wise appear normal*****
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~*HPV High Risk Low Grade*~ Diagnosed: (July 16,2009)
~*HSV2*~ Diagnosed: (September 8,2009)
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