hello i am not diagnosed with eanything am 40 allways been a bit diffrent to those around me and can allways remember having extreme highs n lows with very little time really feeling wat i no as normal, every time i seek help from mi doc it hides and i dont really see a problem untill i stop getting the help then it comes back with a vengance for a while i can be on top of the world so much so that i feel invinsible and see in my mind what i think my future holds and really believe that i can acchive things that really are impossible to the point people have said that i am deluded then without warning smack i am worried all the time keep thinking i am in trouble with my wife and kids my boss at work feel if i do things that i enjoy this will get me in more trouble although i have done nowt wrong,
i hear a voice in my head
it argues with me constantly i call this voice it because that is what it is a IT, it got so bad one time that as i was driving down the road i started to punch my self in the face and head to try and get it out. although i think i do not illucinate i become very deluded about things this can be about eany thing from a simple Buissniss idea to me thinking some one is trying to kill me
my whole ability to trust just dissapears i become confused and the simplist of tasks can become difficult thoughts race through my head without me having time to proccess them this actually hurts my head at times i dread human contact of eany sort just wish to be on my own but when i am feel isolated and scared this is just a bit of what is in my head is it real or am i just a hypocondriat.
You don't sound like a hypochondriac to me. Maybe you have some bipolar, paranoia, and schizo. I have much of what you describe, especially I can not tolerate much contact with people and thoughts also hurt my head. I have schizoaffective.
You don't sound like a hypochondriac to me. Maybe you have some bipolar, paranoia, and schizo. I have much of what you describe, especially I can not tolerate much contact with people and thoughts also hurt my head. I have schizoaffective.
been to see a shrink he says not schitzofrenic but stopped seeing my sicolojist befor a diagnosis could be made as i felt ok in fact i felt on top of the world like i was on amphetamine as friends of mine would say only problem their never took any amfetamine ever
You are not an hypochondriac, but you will become one in time. I am no doctor but I have experienced many of the things that you are going through. I have clicked onto this board accidently and was amazed to find someone with the same symtoms as I had nearly two years ago. I would love to tell you that things will get better but if you do have the same condition as me then I'm sorry to say that things may get a little worse. I was told that I was an hypochondriac and believed my G.P. He was wrong. A year later I was diagnosed with Paranoid DID. Since diagnosis I have been sectioned twice and my medication doesn't help much, however I do have good days. I don't know if you have seen a specialist but if you haven't I would get your G.P to send you to one immediately as you will not cope with this condition (DID) if you do have it. I have been suffering for years now and I'm still having some VERY SERIOUS setbacks. Medication will not help you at first, but by having it you do get more good days than bad. As for hurting yourself, this will get worse. It did for me.
You need to see a psychiatrist NOW and explain everything. GET SOME HELP. I wish you well and all the best for the future. xxx
