hello...just want to talk
ok, first off i have an obsession wit my health like the most of us here which is why we are here..
its like every so often, mostly when under regular everyday life stress, i go thru this thing..something else, everytime, with my health. here recently the thing was HIV....
I had convienced myself that i was HIV positive after contracting an std from a guy in mid october...i thought i had every symptom in the book..took like 7 hiv test in like 3 weeks, didnt go to thanksgiving dinner...didnt talk to none of my friends but the ones that listen to me go thru this. and after my doctor seen how scared i was, he gave me a test that they only give people that has had like a finger *****...(like if u were working in a emergency room and got stuck with a needle...) or people who were diagnose. the test check for the virus itself instead of waiting the 6mths for the antibodies to form...but basically i am here..because i want and need help and i dont know what kind of help is out there and availible..please advice.