OH MY GOD! you just described me! I am the same exact way, Every single day if I feel a pain in my body i jump to the conclusion that I have cancer, or a tumor. I've have been convinced that I have cancer, ALS disease, MS, Skin cancer, Brain tumors, Carpal tunnel, cancerous moles, heart disease. I have panic attacks whenever I think about it. I have been to the ER several times because I thought i was dying, My symptoms are insane. My girlfriend and all my friends get very irritated with me and just roll their eyes, and it upsets me so much because they have no idea how I feel. I feel like I'm going insane worrying every single day that I have something wrong with me
I feel sorry that my girlfriend and my friends have to hear about it all the time, i just wish that they would understand that I feel like my life is in danger all the time. I got motivation to get a high paying job just so i can go see the doctor, i plan on taking therapy I think it will help me out a lot, I actually can't wait to see a shrink. I hope that he can read this and know that he is not a lone, whenever he goes to the doctor next ask about ativan, I was prescribed that and when I was on it, i felt normal for once, I was happy, i didn't have any worries about my health or anything, i finally felt what it was like to be normal.