Okay, so I started my first cycle of IVF with BCP and I'll start Lupron next Friday if all goes well with my next u/s. But I'm feeling really down lately.
At my first blood test and u/s, I was so weepy.
First, my vein collapsed and then I thought something was wrong b/c I was waiting so long and they said I had to see the doctor while everyone else was just walking right out after only waiting a little bit. I found out it was just standard to meet with the doc on the cd3, but I was late for work, and felt really unsettled about that.
Now, BOTH my arms are bruised and seem to be getting more black and blue every day!
I'm not sure why they bruise every time I give blood but I'd hate to see what they look like when I have to go in there every day.
And, now I feel a slight cold coming on...probably becasue I am not sleeping very well at all. I keep waking up in the middle of the night and I'm wide awake.
So, now my sister says I stress over everything and I'm starting to think she's right. I know that it's important to be relaxed during the process and it makes sense that women who are, would have better success. And since I'm not even up to the shots yet, I have a feeling that I'm only going to get worse.
Please, someone tell me how they stay calm and relaxed through this whole thing? I need help!! TIA!
not sleeping...need advice on relaxing! 
I started BCP on Thurs. the 2nd. 
And, I really wanted to lose more weight before I am pg, but I really don't want to wait any longer. That depresses me too. And, my mom has chronic enphysema (sp?) and getting worse every week. I'm not sure how long this whole thing will take or how long she will be around. I'm really hoping she can see my first child born. That would mean the world to me. 
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