Hi ******
Welcome to the boards! If you're looking for support, you have come to the right place! There are some wonderful women (and a few men) on this board, and we all pretty much know how you are feeling. We are each in different situations, but we are all hoping for the same result...a healthy baby. My BF and I have also been trying for a little over 3 1/2 years. I know what you mean about fighting off the depression. It can be tough. This place should help. I've become addicted to the boards and don't know what I will do with my time if I ever do get a BFP!
Good luck to you as your cycle nears an end. We also have a 2ww thread for those of us waiting to see if this is our lucky month. Feel free to join us!
BABY DUST
Holly