Another BFN for me...Anyone else at their wits end?
The fertility specialist's nurse called me yesterday to let me know that, yet again, this month was a BFN. Right after I got the call, I started my period. Sigh.
I tried to talk her out of making me come in for an u/s tomorrow because I'm just so sick of being poked and prodded. I know that the end goal is what I want more than anything and I know that I will withstand this, but JEEZ! I'm sick of the u/s once a week, HSG test, blood tests, and, quite frankly, sex. I'm just sick of it. I will push through, and I will be happy that I did once I become pregnant, but it is just getting on my nerves right now.
Re: Another BFN for me...Anyone else at their wits end?
Cherie, I am so sorry you feel so fed up. We all feel this way one time another. It is heartwrenching each time you get a BFN, and honestly, I feel like a little tiny part of me dies. Mais, ma chere, what is your condition? Are you undergoing IVF? IUI? Please you must forgive me if you have already said, sometimes my english is not so good lol.
*****BABY DUST*****
Re: Another BFN for me...Anyone else at their wits end?
Hi!
Yes i know the feeling. I have been ttc for over 3 years now. and just did my first IVF and got BFN. i am so tired of the needles and pain and lack of dignity of having my legs spread every other day. sometimes i just want to be normal. but then i realize if i lived a normal life i'd never get my baby so i have to endure this hardship until i can have my family. it is frustrating and mentally draining as well as physically draining. i am right there with you. and that's why we all stick together here on this board - to help each other through these times and to keep motivated and our spirits high. without these girls i'd be so sad and lonely and lost. hang in there. what is your next plan for the next cycle?
Re: Another BFN for me...Anyone else at their wits end?
Yes, I have definitely been there, and it does come & go. At one point when I was at my ultimate lowest I just HAD to take the next month off completely - and that did wonders for refreshing my state of mind, and allowing me to just feel like me again. We didn't time intercourse that month, didn't have a single dr visit, nothing, nor did we get pg, but that was ok, I didn't want to do anything different during the 2ww - I just wanted to be me for a while. I just got another BFN after doing Repronex injections, and so I'm taking this month off as well. At least we're going to not do injections but we will try to time bd & get pg the "natural" way - not expecting much, but just sick of the dr visits, etc.
Re: Another BFN for me...Anyone else at their wits end?
JD, cherie, I'm so glad that you are being so positive. I know it is hard, but I think you are very strong to know when to "take break" and just step back from the 'game' a bit I'm glad that you are going to try to time BD, but not stress it. I will praying for you, cherie!
******BABY DUST******
sometimes i just want to be normal. but then i realize if i lived a normal life i'd never get my baby so i have to endure this hardship until i can have my family. it is frustrating and mentally draining as well as physically draining. i am right there with you. and that's why we all stick together here on this board - to help each other through these times and to keep motivated and our spirits high. without these girls i'd be so sad and lonely and lost. hang in there. what is your next plan for the next cycle?
I'm glad that you are going to try to time BD, but not stress it. I will praying for you, cherie!
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