Kari15

Well I am trying to not think negative, but I really am scared. I started not feeling well yesterday (day 8 of stims), and then thru the night the pressure and discomfort in my abdomen escalated. This morning I felt nausea (probably nerves) and quite a bit fatigued and out of breath.

Was in tears on the drive to the doctor and even still when I got there this morning (so embarassing ). I had my u/s (which was fairly painful) and it showed a whole bunch of follies again... maybe too many. So far there are a significant number that are quite small at 12 or so, but there are some leads on each side at 19/20. I couldn't look much at the screen cause I was so uncomfortable with that stupid wand pressing on my swollen ovaries. The RE said they would count all of them tomorrow and they just counted the large ones today.

They are gonna see what my E2 comes back at. Yesterday it was only 839... on day 8 of stims during my cancelled cycle it was over 2900. My RE said he'd still like to trigger tomorrow and E/R on Mon, but he wants to do an u/s tomorrow to take a look at the smaller follies. He is hoping that they don't start to catch up He mentioned we might postpone the E/R until Tues (which I think means we might have to coast a day ).

I don't know why I respond like this. I'm fearful again that maybe they won't do transfer b/c of the risk of severe OHSS. And last cycle when I started with that fear we ended up cancelling the whole thing altogether. I heard the nurse tell the RE today that they already have the order of what ever medicine is used intraveinously during E/R to help fend of OHSS (starts with an "a" but I can't remember the name). I hate this.... I hate the fear I am feeling. I just pray the NP calls back with good news about my E2.