Marie:
Thanks so much for thinking of us. There is nothing better than coming here for the support and understanding from other women who KNOW what I'm going through. This has been my source for inspiration and I'm hoping that I will have the strength to get through another month.
I'm nervous about my decision because as some of you already know, I'm not telling anyone that I have my hopes up to get pg again this month. As you say, Marie, the let down is so hard to deal with. My dh has assumed that I have given up for a while. I told him I was going on bc until after my sister's wedding in August. I'm not trying to mislead him, I just thought that less worrying by one of us would be better. In fact, (not to give too much information, but here it goes), we BD last night and it was the most "closeness" that we have felt since TTC. I think it did make a difference for him. It was spontaneous and fun and not planned and "scientically correct". I hope you know what I mean--I don't want to gross anyone out with my personal life.
Of coarse, I'm still nervous--I try to tell myself to forget about it. But who can really forget about the possibility of this being "the month".
Anyway, I hope that all of you have good luck this month. I'm scared, anxious, nervous, happy.....once again--the EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER BEGINS!!!!
Jodie