| Re: HPT Questions/Confusion
Hi April,
I knew I shouldn't have taken the HPT but for once I just wanted a cycle to go "normal"....take the HPT and get my BFP. This is the first transfer that I didn't get any spotting or any other weird things so I was becoming cautiously hopeful. You read some of the other posts and ladies took an HPT several days before beta and got a faint positive. Why isn't that happening with me?
Intellectually I know that the negative could be a false negative, expired test, HPTs may not work for me, etc. but it doesn't make it easier. I'm not distraught because for some reason I'm just "feeling" that the test is wrong (I hope I'm not setting myself up for a HUGE disappointment tomorrow). And the totally fickle thing about this whole thing is that if by some miracle I do get a positive beta tomorrow then there is a part of me that is saddened that I couldn't experience the joy of seeing a positive HPT. I know it's totally silly and ridiculous but I would have liked to have gotten up in the morning, taken an HPT, seen a BFP and then run around the house like a crazy woman cause of the happiness. Once we do the bloodowork, assuming I get a positive, then the HPT won't have the same impact. Stupid... I know.
Jess
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