No IUI for me. - Infertility Message Board

TessaL · 05-01-2003, 05:45 PM

We missed it.

Actually, RE and I WATCHED me ovulate on the ultrasound. He said that he sees it about once a year. Would be me.@@

Told me to rush home and have sex- gave me an hcg shot in the office.

PLEASE don't patronize me with a bunch of "You could still get pregnant anyway" crap. I'm not in the mood. After all these years and miscarriages it's hard to find hope. I totally feel like being full of negativity and cynicism right now. Maybe tomorrow I'll be better, but right now I'm having a pity party, and I DON'T want to be talked out of it.

Next cycle he'll add a med to prevent me from ovulating off schedule. I don't remember the name of it. Starts with a C.

mustbirish · 05-01-2003, 06:15 PM

Yea it's called Cetrotide. It's subcutaneous at least so you don't have to get shot in the butt. Unless of course you want to I guess. :-)

sunnytxgal · 05-01-2003, 06:20 PM

Tessa ***I'm sorry. That really sucks. So what's the next step? I know your hopes were up and just were knocked down like a ton of bricks. I'm here if you want to vent so more.

TessaL · 05-01-2003, 06:33 PM

Thanks y'all. I'm just so MAD.

I'm tired of EVERYTHING being hard.

I'm tired of people telling me to stop trying so hard. I'm tired of people telling me that they "know it will happen for me." How the #$%*&% to they know? They have some hotline to God that I don't have? Grrrrrrr.
I'm tired of people telling me that it's "God's plan." What the hell is wrong with my plan to have a baby with my husband??

Sorry guys. I'm a little full of rage right now, if you can't tell.

I promise I'll be back to my cheery self tomorrow. :-(

tmerone · 05-01-2003, 07:00 PM

Want me to bring some wine and donuts over?? If I lived near you I would. I won't say anything to make you feel better but I will give you a (((hug))). I bet you are not as mad as Christina on the bachelor last night...Have alot of sex tonight and tomorrow!! We love ya