Hi Ladies -
No nausea today, just some deep cramping and lots of lower back aches - just like AF.

I have this sick feeling she is about to come visit me.
I'm so sad right now, I truly thought that this would be our month because everything pointed to it. I can't help but struggle with those horrible questions, "Will we ever be parents? Am I doomed to be momma-less?" Its so annoying.
I'm not feeling sorry for myself, I'm just angry and hurt and confused and I need to vent.
Thanks for listening - I'm sure I'll pull out of this. Maybe she'll come early enough for me to squeeze in another IUI before our vacation in June.