Sarka

Girls!

First of all thank you for your lovely messages... I read them couple of times, you are all so special, I was very touched... so a BIG thank you !

Some of you know that I had no symptoms... still don't have any really so I wasn't expecting this to happen. I couldn't sleep the night before testing, would go to the loo at 3am to see if AF is there...

I just didn't want to turn up at the clinic at the same time like AF... so I was checking constantly my knickers

I was floating in between of it all, trying not to get too excited (AF was delayed in the past)the inside voice was telling me to be happy, but I just couldn't - I was so nervous & scared - I was preparing myself for BFN.

We had to wait for 7 hours before we got the results back. Eternity. I asked my DH to call them, I couldn't do it. I run to the bedroom and was looking at his face... then it lit up & he gave me

I broke into tears and couldn't say anything for a while... I was just crying my eyes out, DH looked a bit worried and said : "Are they tears of happiness?" I just nodded, my mascara all over him.

Once I stopped and thought of it again I started again... he just hugged me

I still can't believe it now when I'm writting this post. I went to see my RE who confirmed my pregnancy. He told me about the injection. It is called 'Prolutone Depot' (Hydraoxyprogesterone caproate)I was given 250mg and will go back every Monday for another one (5 all together) This is produced by the placenta and if you don't have enough of it it can cause a m/c. So it is for Foetus Protection.

I also bought a HPT, I need to see it! I called my parents & DH's Mum and everyone is trilled.

I can't remember when I go for my first u/s, on 7 or 12 week I think - to see how many there are. I remember he said that I had one huge egg and today he told me there were two, so I don't know....

I know nothing is certain and there is a long way ahead for us... the worrying just doesn't stop

I can't describe my feelings, I am just so happy it hurts

I pray for each of you now, so you get what you deserve and that is a precious longed for baby. I will still support you, I'm not giving up on you! You are truly the best!

Love, Sarka

TTC: over 1 year, (had laparoscopy done after 7months of TTC as I had two big ops as a teenager down there)I could only get pregnant if I ovulated from my left ovary - so a little chance every two months, DH count was 86% abnormal, but then it changed to an excellent sample - this cycle 91milion. One failed IUI. This second one was on Clomid 50 and a shot to release my egg.