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JodyT · 09-05-2003, 02:59 PM

I am so mad right now.

I didn't even get to test because my unwanted AF decided to blow into town!!! She never knows when to leave for good.

I thought this was my month. I really had myself convinced that this was it! I had so many symptoms, this just sucks!! How did I think that I could possibly get pg on the first time that I ovulated in who knows how long!!

(Counting to 10)

Okay, now that is out of my system. Good luck to all of the other 2WW gals, I hope someone gets a BFP.

Thanks for letting me rant and rave

Jody

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Baby Dust To All!!!

amyttc · 09-05-2003, 04:02 PM

Jody, I'm so sorry to hear that AF found you. It's really so hard, especially when you get your hopes up so high. We have all been there...
I'm hoping this month will be your month.
Amy

JodyT · 09-05-2003, 08:13 PM

Thanks Amy. Every month I tell myself, I am not going to do this to myself again, but before I know it I have cribs picked out! Good Luck to you hopefully my BFP will come next month!

Jody

beccalee · 09-06-2003, 04:24 PM

Hey JodyT,
I am so sorry about AF showing up. It really does stink when you can't even test- even though it is hard to see the neg. I too make plans every month such as nursery colors, how to tell my Mom and Dad and DH etc.. Every month I tell myself not to get my hopes up but it is inevitable. I hope next month is your month!!!

Becca

JodyT · 09-06-2003, 04:48 PM

Thanks Becca. This is so unbelievably hard. Today I was shopping and was smelling some Yankee Candles and of course the first one I picked up was baby powder, ahhh it smelled so good!!! I think I like to torture myself. On Monday have to ask the doc some questions, cuz AF doesn't seem normal at all!!! It's like stop and go and then just some when I wipe and then red mixed with clear (sorry if TMI) It is just not normal. So, I am not quite sure what is going on.

Jody