dayanna

Well I get to test on 9/20 and it already seems so far away. In some way I don't want to take a test because right now at least I have hope of being pregnant and I feel once I take hpt that hope is gone, for now I can pretend or dream that I'm pregnant. I don't know why I am being so negative this is only ttc month #2, I just want to be pregnant so bad. Last year I had a miscarriage and then found out that I had abnormal cells during the pap exam after the mc and had to have biopsy (was neg) but doc said it might take time to get preg. I think that might be why I'm so negative because it's only been 2 months and he said it might take time. Is there anyone here that got pregnant after biposy? I was told to wait 6month to a year to start TTC, we waited a year because didn't want to take chance of miscarring again. Well I guess I see what my result is on 9/20. Good Luck to all of us in the 2ww!!