Wowwwweeee

Must say, I LOVED the post about the suggestion for all of us to ban together so we can be heard <more> and helped. I can see how so many good causes are pushed aside or not given more attention to - I would have never thought to advocate for head symptoms, until I became a long standing sufferer.

Been having a terribly rough time, and I admit it here, I am completely drained and depressed now.

Having recent trouble sleeping because of the anxiety provoked by my worry thoughts of knowing I have to drive to amd from work, and walk down those long hallways at work, and sit at my desk with a swaying head, and blah-blah-blah.

Been having some intense crying spells that I feel are mingled between depression, a feeling of hopelessness, and anxiety - all, of course, related to my symptoms.

I have found that putting cotton in BOTH ears all day alleviates some of the feeling that I need to walk to, or am pulled to, the right. But some of my funkier symptoms have increased lately in spurts, to completely add to the confusion and anxiety. Yippee.

Had a brief thought of toying with the idea of going out on Disability at work. Although I'd like to think I'm more of a fighter than that. Being home sometimes doesn't help me anyway - sometimes I feel emotionally better in keeping with a routine, even with symptoms.

Been praying to God to just give in and miraculously cure me. I don't want to learn any more lessons from this.

Well, just wanted to drop in with this cheery hello.

xo