well, im back. Ive hit another continual, 24/7 dizzy time. My history is that i have suffered with this many times before, one time for a period of 2 years or so without any relief and then a subsidence and then in 2005 i started to get a fluttering in my ear and the dizziness went terrible for months and months....so bad i couldnt even function. i have always had tinnitus in this time as well. Well, i lost my job from it and THEN when the dizziness subsided again i got terrible tinnitus, really really loud and that hasnt gone away. Then about 2 weeks ago the dizziness kicked in and here we are again.
Im 34 and have had all the tests you can imagine over the years. All Clear.
Ive just got a new job starting in a few days and cant get over how this all happens to me.
Quality of life is very poor because of it and sometimes i want to just opt out of it all, if you know what i mean.
dont know how i will cope with working too....no idea.....
Just wanted to know if this situation and trouble has been put on someone else with such magnitude.
I dont know how they cope if they are unlucky enough to have been afflicted like me as i never coped well at all.
Ive been at the end of my tether before and now is no different. Everytime i comes back my resolve and morale gets lower because its messed me up so much and so often before.
I dont know what to do this time. Im so ground down by it all.
Very frustrating that no one understands so i never mention it to people because i expect they will think im a hypocondriac which i know im not.