| Re: feeling spacey and off balance
I have battled feeling sick and feeling spacey now for almost 2 years. I have noticed that my right ear has been pluged up. I have seen several doctors and a specialist. They tell me I have ETD ( estasian tube disfucntion ) and I am having panic attacks. This is not like me, I have always enjoyed life and having fun. In the first year of feeling sick, I would not go anywhere in fear of getting sick in front of people. I would stay at home camped out at the toilet, or in bed, or simply doing anything I could not to feel sick, afraid to go anywhere. I would cry all the time and worry that I may have something seriously wrong with me like cancer. I would pray every night to become a stronger person and to stop feeling so afraid. I could tell that my kids were feeling sorry for me. They would always ask if I was o.k. They knew mom was feeling sick again. I knew I had to do something about this problem, I was so tired of being sick. I went to see my doctor about the attacks and he prescribed a medicine called zanix ( .05mg ) . When I feel an attack coming on that I cannot control, I would take ( 1 ) pill. For the past couple of months, I have become stronger. This seems to work most of the time. After I take the medicine I breathe deeply, calming myself down. Within 10 minutes I feel it working. The generic name for zanax is-alprazolam . Be careful, in reading about zanax, it is addictive, I only take it when I feel I am not in control to calm myself down ( before a panic attack begins ). I am getting stronger every day, in the last 4 weeks I have been to the Orlando theme parks with my family and I have been to ( 2 ) Jaquar football games. This is a big step for me. At first I am allittle scared but every time I suceed, I get stronger and stronger. Very few people understand why I have this problem and why it happens one minute when you dont expect it. It took along time for my husband to understand. You can control this feeling with medicine. Fight for your freedom again!!! Each step that you take and concour, you become stronger. I am almost at the point where I dont worry about getting sick, I just go out and have fun. My final step is to have surgery on my ear. They say that there is a 90% chance of repairing " estasian tube disfunction ".
Keep praying and have faith . I cant wait to be completely healthy again.
Last edited by Dawn Williams; 09-24-2004 at 08:04 PM.
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