Wow, i'm amazed that you've done so many things, and it's not helping. One of the things I did was learn to cope. I could barley do anything. So when ever I could feel that it's coming, you know a pain, I tell myself, and I slowly calm myself down.During class, I would get so nervous any sweaty, and upset. So I sat in a comfy position, and quietly took deep breaths.Sometimes it's really hard to focus..because it hurts so bad.Somtimes I just had to ask if I could be excused. But at my home, I lay on the couch alone, quietly, and think about something peaceful laying on the warm sand on the beach. I lay on my back, and just dream on with my eyes closed. I remembered it being so hard because none of my friends understood why I couldn't go out and hang. But try the teq. coping.
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Laura
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