lovemy2girls

in dec. I had to have litho, I just past 2 small fragments of a stone my uro. said was the size of a golf ball, don't know what kind of stone it was all I know is they were yellow looking with a bunch of jagged edges. anyway for about a week now I have been hurting in my right back again going around in my flank area. same way I did when I got sick the first time. I am severly nasuated throwing up every few minutes, can't eat cant drink or anything like that. Basically I am doing just like I did back in december. Problem is I am a diabetic, dr. said last time it had me blocked 100% and if he didn't get it out I could lose my kidney. It doesn't feel like it is moving out any just like something is punching me in my kidney like something is bouncing around in there. I have a dr. app. today at 2 so I don't know if I will end up back in the hospital or not, all I know is I am sick. I am so worried, I can't afford to lose my kidney not being this bad of a diabetic. I also have high blood pressure and a heart problem, high cholesterol, sleep apthnea(spelling) my blood pressure has been through the roof lately I can't hardly urinate and when I do it is cloudy and orange color and stinks. any suggestions on what to ask dr. today and anyway to get any relief? I have no insurance and can't afford to have sugery again. I need help. Thanks for reading my post