itsantseason

i was just wondering if i had a learning disorder or just really bad memory ok here are my thoughts or whatever i shoudl call them the minute i learn something its gone!! it goes away just like that poof!! even if i try etremely hard to learn something i cant like one time i took so many notes and payed extra attention to everything on **** germany like a few months ago and now i know absolutely nothing except for uhm whats his name hitler! and when i try writing with my left hand it automatically goes backwards and when i think of things i get my thoughts in backwards too like names and such im hoping i just have really bad memory or something but i really dont know maybe someone perhaps could help me? that would be nice any thoughts would be appreciated as long as they are posite i dont like negative thoughts thanks!!