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Well its finally set. After months of waiting, the Doctor says I'm ready to be given medication. He said most Doctors wouldn't even treat me because my liver is pretty bad. I'm optomistic, scared, and worried. I always had a deep concern for years that I had gotten the Hepatitis C, but I just blew it off. Now to find out that the brakes to my life are now applied. I wish, I wish this, I wish that. But now what I wish is too late. I'm a born-again christian. Talk about walking the walk and talking the talk. I'm now pushed up against the wall to live up to my testimony. Do I believe what I preach or is it just lip service.? The Bible says"Be anxious for nothing", in other words, don't worry. Just a few lines up, I spoke those very words. But I'm human, I hurt and I can't deny weakness. "For when we are weak, than He is strong." I'll receive l shot a week and daily pills. I read it can cause you to become depressed. Suicidal. I didn't need to read that. Depression is here today, gone tomorrow. So I pray that you too can put hope in the Lord, I couldn't go through this without Jesus. Who knows? It couldn't hurt to try, right. I mean you've surely tried everything and everyone else to bring comfort. Still, there's that space inside.........Good Luck, and If you need words to encourage, write me. I will give you His advice.

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