I forgot a few things
one of them is that my memory is horrid. I go to the store and forget why. i also fall a lot, trip, bump into things, and bruise so easily it isnt funny. the funny part is some of the bruises appear without my falling, tripping or bumping into things. my husband is a rock through all of this. and even gets mad at the doctors when they say there is nothing wrong. he has seen how bad my bad days are and how poor my good days have been lately. heck when i cant sleep he cant either. i have no clue how he knows but he always knows when i am awake and in pain at night. oh and my doctor decided i have allergies and is giving me allergy meds and a nasal spray... funny how the steroids sneaked up on me cause the nasal spray is a steroid related to prednisone. i have been sick for more than 6 years. and during this time i have been sent to the psyciatrist so many times it isn't funny. and only 1 of them thought i had a mental problem. haha and his opinion has been over turned by 5 others since he decided to listen to my quak of a doc. i have changed docs 6 times because they refused to believe me. i just changed to this new one and already he says there is no reason to look for a cause of the pain and refered me to the local mental health office. what do i have to do? die? be hospitalized? i did that with pericarditis, and still there is nothing wrong with me as my ANA is neg. can someone help me i may go crazy just because i am kind of starting to believe these doctors when they say all of this is in my head. even the diagnosed problems (ie the pericarditis, inflammation of chest lining, and other documented illnesses).
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