I posted earlier that i'm not yet officially diagnosed but all syptoms point to RA or Lupus and i should find out soon. I feel like such a complainer!! When i'm having pain or am so tired, i feel like i'm just a lazy ***!! I was always so active and kept my home in tip top shape, but i feel too darn tired all the time to do what i used to! We have a 4000 sq foot home, and we just put it up for sale. Time to downsize i think!! I think my husband understands, but not 100% sure. He acts like he does and never complains if he comes home and it's not clean or if dinner isn't ready. And if someone asks what is wrong and i say "i may have Lupus or RA...not sure yet" I feel as if they are looking at me thinking you sure don't LOOK sick. And i HATE to say that i feel bad...again i feel like a complainer and a hypochondriac (sp?). I feel like i'm jumping to conclusions with every new symptom i get. If i am diagnosed with this how do you make people understand? My x husband told me the other day i need to get off my lazy *** and get a job!
I wanted to murder him!!! If he wasn't on my bad side before he sure as hell is now!! People i don't know i'm not too worried about cause i could care less what they think!! It's my family and friends. I don't think some of them know how serious these diseases can be!!