I'm usually not one to post, I tend to only answer threads, but I find myself so frustrated and confused right now I'm not quite sure what else to do. My lupus moved into my central nervous system and ever since I've continued to get worse and worse. I'm beginning to find it very hard to see the silver lining. I can no longer bathe myself, do simple math, or drive more then ten miles without supervision. I can hardly muster enough strength to get out of bed each morning. My doctor is so difficult to deal with and I'm so tired of fighting and I just don't know what to do anymore. Does anyone have any advice or been through anything similar? I just don't know what to do anymore. Any responses will be greatly appreciated.