You have been through so much and I know you will be okay. I would not like the shots either but they are going to help you.
I would be scared too about the clots. I would think between Dr. Jemsek and the blook specialist, if they thought it was that serious, they would have insisted that you go into the hospital.
My prayers are with you, going to talk to my "special angel" right now for you.
Love to you my friend!