Horribly ill today and Social security appt
Today has had to have been one of the worse days I've had yet. I just want to curl up and die... the pain is excruciating and I feel so, so horribly ill. On top of it I had an appt today for my social security disability claim... I thought it was a medical exam and it turned out to be a psych eval... I was in tears just trying to get ready to go... so when I get there I am already a basket case and then have to talk about all the things this illness has taken away from me... work, friends, ability to shower... cook meals for my family... it has just been so awful and then she asks me if I have been depressed!!! Well DUH!!! I was a vibrant, outgoing, social butterfly and now I have been in bed and a wheelchair for almost a year. It all just sucks... sorry... I had to vent to someone who understood and I know you guys do.
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