Hi guys. I got a quick request.
The jerk who broke up with me when I got sick has come sniffing around again. He invited me on his boat to see baby Osprey's, then he never called when he said he would.
Its a long story but this guy is my weakness. He's my soul mate who turned out to be a selfish jerk. This is a guy who made love to me on the beach under a full moon etc, etc, etc and then turned out to be bad news. In 5 years he never once said that he loved me.
Anyway .... please pray that I have strength to say no. Seeing him or even talking to him is not healthy.
I gotta stay away from this guy.
It doesn't help that most friends I ever made also ran away when I got sick. I called 2 girlfriends tonight to hopefully make plans so I keep myself occupied.
I need to be strong. Dear Lord, please help me make the right choice.
I haven't had physical relations since being with him. When we were "together", it was the most passionate feeling I ever felt. Now as I recover, I notice that I am aware of my "needs". I may have sex again someday but I don't want it to be with this guy.
Whoever reads this, please say a quick prayer for Mickie to stay her healthy course and be strong and not give in!
Thanks and love from Mickie