Hi Ahniew and welcome.
Being your own advocate takes courage and tenacity.
Don't give, keep pushing for treatment for yourself and don't be afraid to ask questions.
Ticker's right - please insist that you get tested for co-infections. I was treated for just Lyme alone for over a year with no improvement. Once I began treating my co-infection (even though I tested negative for it), I progressed a whole lot.
Try not to be nervous and be gentle with yourself.
When is your appt?
Peace and health to you,