I'm in need of venting a bit. No, a LOT. I apologize from the beginning but today I'm really as cranky and depressed as I could be.
After having spent almost ten days with the pain, the nausea, the headaches and the general depression of a kidney cholic (I'll post more about this in the kidney board, Andrea. I don't want these ladies to kill me virtually), I woke up this morning without the cholic but with the clear signs of a nasty pmsing. I'm going to list my symptoms and maybe you could tell me if any of you have experienced the same horror or if I'm just a whining weirdo who should go to a mental health center.
Phisical: My stomach is tied up in a knot, my lower back hurts like crazy, I have hot flashes (luckily without palpitations so far) my legs and arms feel as heavy as if I'm constantly carrying a huge stone, my tummy is bloated and it feels as if some wild beasts is clinging to it with its paws, my breasts are aching, I cannot take deep breaths, I have cramps.
Mental: A general feeling of anxiety that gets into a panic for the silliest reasons. Surges of adrenaline for no reasons. Cranky mood. Depression. Feeling of being hopeless, inadequate, wrong.
Aah..I feel better now. Any suggestion (except "don't post on this board anymore") will be appreciated.
"I'm not young enough to know everything". O. Wilde