babydog--
Here I am.

Yes, I've had vulvodynia for quite a while, and it's quite a long, long story, but I'll try to give you a summary of what I've been through...
Back in the mid 1980's is when I started getting it, (I was around 30) but at that time, it was cyclic, and it was only for about 7-10 days out of the month that I had pain. Mine was related to yeast. (As are many others with this condition) I would get a yeast inf. every month the week before my period, and the pain, and during my period it hurt even worse. Then period would be over and it all would go away,...yeast symptoms, pain, etc...all just poof!--gone. Weird, huh?
This went on for many many years. I would tell my Dr's, (gyn's) and they would tell me, "Some woman just get this, and we don't know what causes it...sorry". I never treated it with anything, and just grit my teeth for those days each month. Years later, like when I was about 41, I went on Zoloft, and everything was better...PMS, cramps, vulvodynia was even relieved. Not gone completely, but much, much better. As I recall at that time, even the yeast hardly was around anymore. I felt so well, so happy, that I started working, and felt terrific. I stayed on the Zo.. for about 5 years. It was about 5 years later that I started having yeast probs again--constantly had yeast infections. For a whole year, (at least) this went on, and I self treated (too many times) with OTC creams, namely Monistat 7.

UGH!! That's when the worst of the vulvodynia came on, I'm talking MAJOR, 24/7, keep me awake all night, crying, screamin' pain!! It felt like I had been rubbed with ground up glass. And my rectal area burned like a son of a gun too. I tried to hang in there...I'd go to GYN, I was in so much pain, and was crying, and begging, please give me something for the pain! How bout some Lidocaine gel/cream...just give me something...please..I beg of you! This one (1st one I saw) was heartless, she shrugged her shoulders and said, "some women just get this and we don't know what causes it". (Boy did I hate her for the longest time!) Another one checked me for diabetes and thyroid, and told me the tests came out "normal". I believed em. (found out years later they were wrong) I was missing work a lot,... girl I would be at work and would have to go in the rest room and take off my panties,

as that even made "it" hurt!!

So after about 5 months of it, I couldn't do it any longer, and quit my job. Who would've ever thought a pain "down there" could disrupt your life so much, huh?
I started searching for a Dr. that knew what this vulvodynia crap was...none of them knew anything about it. They'd heard of it, (some of them), but didn't know how to treat it, or what to look for. There has to be a cause of it!! So babydog, I just researched it like crazy girl! I joined the Vulvar Pain Foundation, and the National Vulvodynia Assn., went to support groups, and learned all I could. I found out myself about the Estrace cream treatment. You can find info from the VPF on that. The Dr. who pioneered that treatment...oh, they advocate it,...I can't think of his name, but I could find out for you later. I asked my GYN's for it, early in the beginning when it got bad, and that's the only thing they were more than happy to give me...1 tube with like 6 refills. So I kept going from one gyn to another, and a urologist too. I had bladder symptoms with it as well, and thought I might have had interstitial cystitis. I went to the bathroom constantly and could hardly get any pee to come out. I went to at least 6 GYN's and ALL of them would check and say, "No, you don't have yeast". I kept insisting that I did, I
KNEW I did, as I would see it in the toilet at times. (Weird, but hardly ever on my panties). Finally, after a lot of prayers, I found this fantastic Dr., (he is a uro-gyn), and he was very knowledgable of this awful disorder. He did a very thorough exam and found I had a resistent type of yeast called "Glabrata", and I also had the reg. candida albicans....those stupid Dr's!

That glabrata is tough to get rid of! It took us only 2.5 months...some woman take forever to get rid of it. And get this, ...you know how you get that? From using Monistat over and over again, (like I did for that year). What it does is, it "kills off" all of the normal yeast, (the albicans), and then the glabrata, (which a lot of us already have small amount of that in our vag. cavity) takes over. It is very painful. So we treated that yeast with oral antifungals, (Nizoral) and Terazol 7 cream, (prescription) 2 times a day, and I put myself on an anti yeast diet for 2 weeks, I was SO very desparate to get rid of it! Thank the Lord, it DID go away. Well, the bad burning went away, but I still continued to have some horrible pains. Stabbing pain, strong pins and needles pain, heat, total numbness, etc. At the same time, I was getting a lot of these other funny little symptoms...like pins and needles in my hands and feet, burning in my fingers and toes, and lots of other things too. Was going through perimenopause at that time too...was not a happy camper, that's for sure!

I did lots of research, and kept checking the thyroid boards, since that ran in my family. I would read a few posts on the board here, and think, "no, not that...I haven't gained a lb" But I kept going back to that board, and one night went there, and I must've been up all night long reading from that thread at the top of their index page, "Let's post our stories..." Then I knew for sure that I had it, and went back to my GP, and got it checked, and yes I did have it! Started treatment, and the vulvodynia started improving slowly. I would have a painfree day here and there. After about 4 months on treatment, it was gone!

Well, it still comes and goes, but for the most part, I'm pain free. But if my levels are too high, or too low, it's painful again. From what I've read, it never goes away completely, but you can get it in remission. I still have to be careful with taking care of it. I watch my diet, don't eat many yeasty foods, eat yogurt daily, take acidolphilis 2 times daily, etc. I have to wear really comfy soft panties too, if the leg elastic is too tight, it causes pain. I also use the Estrace cream about 2 times a week, and I rub it directly on my vulva.

This keeps the skin "tougher", healthier.
A lot of woman get this stupid condition, at any age. I've even heard of little girls that have it!

But it seems to be most common in our age group. (I'm 50 now)..when we are going through these hormonal changes. And there seems to be many causes, but from every thing I've read, and the board I belong to for vulvodynia, hormones seem to be the biggest cause...and yeast!
I'm happy to say that I haven't had a yeast infection for 2 years and 4 mnoths now. I mean, like a full blown infection. Sometimes I can still see a little yeast starting up, and I may put in 1 supoository at bedtime, and rinse down there with a tree tea oil/water solution. It never gets bad, and seems to just go away. Diet too...if I overindulge in sweets, I see it again. I know how to avoid it now. One thing for sure tho, babydog, is I CANNOT use that Monistat, or any of those OTC creams!! They burn me!! I think some of us are allergic to it!
Well, I better go,...if you have anymore questions, let me know. I hope this helps you. There are vulvodynia groups/message lists. There's also a great book called "The V Book". My heart goes out to you, and I hope you can find a way to get your case of it under control. BTW, do you have a thyroid disorder? (Or anyone in your family?) See, I also have Hashimoto's, which is an autoimmune disease, which causes hypothyroid. They have seen that many woman that have vulvodynia, also have other autoimmune diseases...fibro, lupus, thyroid, etc.
God bless...
Deda