vickie45

hi everyone the symtons i been having lately is severe depression i cry thinking my family dont understand my thyriod disorder my last tsh was 7.11 i just found out in late jan i had it then it was 8.46 then went to 6.28 then went down to 2.58 they said i was withing range but i sure didnt feel like it ,im now on 75mcgs of levothyroxine started on the 25mcgs here lately im very crabby like pms i cry thinking my family dont understand what im going through i snap at everyone im feeling better bodywise but im allways crying not everyday but here and there i get my feelings hurt easly im having no hot flashes nor nightsweats i do have the panic attacks but i had them right after i had 1 ovary removed and its been a whole yr and i still have them only now i fall down with them they never are going to go away i feel my family cant support me in this thyriold and my mother hurt my feelings the most right after surgery i was so terrifed after i had that 1st panic attack i wanted my mom to come stay with me we lived in the same town but she never could and i was so terrifed i thought i was going to die i cried nonstop then in may i had another attack only worse and i was at walmart b/p 206/112 heartrate 160 no pause well the emt's couldnt get one on me my arms were too numb i couldnt walk my face was beat red i allmost passed out if the nice people at walmart hadnt have helped me i dont know what would have happened and i was crying for over a hr till my hubby got there i couldnt breat they had to give me oxigen amd my stomach hurt really bad so is this panic or part of menopause i still faint to this day but im awake i just fall down mainly if im out in public.