Okay I'm only 17. But maybe a day or so before my period I get so depressed!! Like why put any effort to anything I'm just going to die. And then I cry because who wants to think like that. And it's jut a vicious cycle when I was 11 I thought I was going to die like everynight but thats because my mom died two years before. But now that I'm 17 I've been getting those same thoughts again and it scares me to think that that's coming back!!!! The same thing happened two months ago and I thought the exact same thing although it did go away it feels so real and scary! By the way these thoughts happen like a day or so before my period and last during. Please Help I'm going crazy!!