Re: How can I shrink testicals
Call several endocrinologists and ask if they do male to female hormone therapy.
If you find one in your city then give him/her a try.
Usually compounded Estrogen creams or gels will start you on your journy. If your mother, sisters, aunts had large breasts then you may optain the goal of growing them with hormones. Do not take Primarin or any oral hormones, they can damage your liver.
I have a good idea of what you are going through.
I have a chromosome condition in which the upper part of my body has extra female chormosomes. I have very little upper body hair or beard as a result & 40-C breasts.
I have to use a compounded testosterone gel as my body will not make enough of it naturally & have to take another substance to lower my Estrogen. My body makes to much estrogen & not enough testosterone, but my brain is straight male.
It will take a few years to obtain your goal. If you want to go the full TS route it will get expensive & require a shrink. Hormone treatment by a doctor is the onkly safe way to go. From the internet USA Compounded hormones will cost you about $50/month including shipment. Do not use non-USA hormones.
I can not give you any links or address as it will be locked & I will be banned from the site. But do search for "Susan's","Trans-sexual", "male to female" you may find more info than I have.
Good luck in your quest.