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This stems from an older injury originally. I guess I will describe how it happened. Slightly embaressing but here's the whole thing.

I was 21 at the time, 26 now. When I was masturbating, just as I ejaculated I grabbed my penis hard cutting off the flow of semen by crushing, I am guessing, my urethra. I realized what I had done and immedietly let go and flow continued. Shortly later things followed up by a very bad burning sensation. This lasted a few days followed up by a number of pains, soreness and that incredible burning sensation. In fact, immedietly after the incident I couldn't pee. I tried to and something completely prevented the flow of urine. I waited a few hours and was able to slowly pee afterwards, forcing it out. This _REALLY_ freaked me out at the time.

I went to the doctor about this a couple weeks later. The uroligst ran some tests and gave my a cystoscopy (I don't know the correct spelling). He said he didn't find anything. However, I was too embarressed to tell him exactly HOW it happened so I said it was from an impact when wrestling around with some friends. My fault for not telling him the truth. So after that I figured to let it heal on its own. In the meantime I didn't masturbate for some time.

Eventually it appeared to slowly get better. Sometimes acting up with a mild burning sensation, irritation or pain. Over the past 3 years or so it's been like that. Acting up maybe once every two months for a day or I just feel a sharp pain momentarily here and there. In that time I have had sex on a number of occasions, have masturbated since and peed freely with it occasionally acting up here and there but no big problems. I would occasionally get muscle spasms and some odd sensations but nothing that didn't go away in a few hours.

Then about 4 months ago I got the severe burning again. I rode it out, it lasted for a short time and faded away over a couple days.

Then last week it came back. It started to get better and came back stronger, then fade some and it came back SEVER tonight (10/22). Severe to the point I almost came to tears from it. I made an appointment earlier this week to visit with another uroligist but it's not till Monday. Not the same uroligist since I have since moved to a new place. I was debating on going to the hospitol earlier tonight, however the burning subsided. I have peed 3 times since then (more than normal for me) and the urine was clear each time. The burning returned momentarily after peeing, lasting for 1 - 5 minutes. My penis is also really sensitive. I can't shake after peeing because it hurts. I can feel the pain is coming from inside and it's definitely coming from where I had the original injury. If I touch under there and apply mild pressure I can feel pain.

I am theorizing (as my mind races) that I damaged something, it healed, scar tissue formed, got iritated and inflamed causing this problem now. In fact, I may even have a slight bladder infection making it worse. I think a bladder infection as well because of the increased burning, frequent urination and the toilet bowel in my place is small. When I sit to relieve myself the tip of my penis sometimes just touches the rim, which is obviously not the cleanest of places.

This is the first time I am posting anything about this and probably the most detail I have ever gone into about this so far. Any help/suggestions would be MUCH appreciated. Thank you.