knotme

go see ur pdoc. I'm bi-polar. During my manic phase, my mind is restless. when I'm on the fwy, I often want to drive into the pilars and end it all or do a "pit manouver" on someone so I can cause damage. Yes, I do think about suicide by cop, and I have scars on my let wrist. Ya, we have urges, but it doesn't mean we're going thru with it. Go c ur pdoc; talk it over; take ur meds. You'll feel better.