help, anyone hear of this or can help me? - Mental Health Message Board

gxpark1234 · 04-27-2006, 01:56 PM

i had my thyroid checked twice and it was normal doctors arent able to help... heres my story..
About 2 years ago, my right eye and left eye started to make cracking noises all the sudden while i was smoking marijuana and I thought "wow , i didnt know eyes could make this noise." Later on that day, I looked in the mirror and noticed my right eye got lifted upward and got bigger than my left eye.. And my left eye looked like it kinda got pulled down and smaller.. Im not really sure what happened but i feel very imbalanced and out of touch with myself... My life is totally gone.. I cant act or feel like myself anymore , i dunno why.. Since then Ive seen 4 opthamologists, 1 neuro-opthamologist with 2 mri's done, and all the doctors said they cant find anything wrong... Ive also quit marijuana 1 year ago, and noticed some improvement but i can still make my eyes crack if i tilt my head or turn my head.. I have a feeling this happened because I was smoking marijuana and thinking very very hard about something and i remember it very clearly..This has really destroyed my life and nobody is able to help.. any advice or path would be greatly appreciated..P.S. I live in Minnesota.. Thank you .. so much

Rainboe · 04-27-2006, 03:06 PM

Maybe it's your eyelids making the cracking noise? When your eyes are dry it can cause that. Also, prolonged marijuana use can make you more at risk for becoming depressed. Possibly you were depressed before you started smoking. This could account for the feeling like your life is gone and out of touch. As for the size of your eyes, it's common for people to have one eye larger or higher than the other. Is this something that could have always been like that, or it's a major change?