vicky13

I have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, OCD, PTSD, panic attacks (which for 5 years I thought it was asthma), insomnia and migraines. I have been on almost everything (Zoloft, Luvox, Xanax, Seroquel...gave me seizures, Effexor, Topamax...terrible side effects, Paxil...terrible to come off of, Lexapro, Celexa, Klonopin, Rozerem, Omega-3, Melatonin, Vistaril) and just seems like nothing is working. I am also having biofeedback done. I have tried meditation, aromatherapy and yoga which work, but the effects don't last throughout the day and it hard for me to stick with. I started getting medication when I was 17, but I have just recently started to accept and come to terms with my problems; I am now 24. I mean my family says I have always been moody and extremely sensitive. It just seems as if I am taking all this medication and seeing all these doctors and nothing is working for me. I want to stop fighting with my boyfriend and my mom. It's to the point that I self-sabotage myself by always wanting to be ill or compulsively picking at my skin to maybe make everything go away. Can anyone relate?