Sari05

Hello Everyone,

I need some help on something. You see, I am not sure if you people have seen any of my post's and thread's about my OCD and Hallucinations or not.
Anyway I still have OCD and also I am still hearing things and seeing things
telling me to do bad stuff.

I have been dealing with my OCD for almost 2 years now, and I 've been dealing with my other problem for a while now. Anyway I have been under alot of pressure to get over my OCD by my mom.

I was going through behavioral therapy for my OCD for a year and a half,
and therapy for my other problem. Also I am still on medication for it too.
Anyway my mom has been pressuring me alot to get over my OCD, it is driving me crazy.

I have a habit of throwing a bar of soap away every night before I take a shower, and she says it is sinful to do that. When I was seeing a counselor for my OCD, my mom was in one of the sessions with me, and the counselor told my mom that she should see a counselor to talk about all of this and to help her feel better.

Anyway my mom told the counselor that she will do that, and then a couple days later I reminded my mom about that, and she got all defensive and said that my counselor didn't say that and that I was lying. I wasn't lying, my mom was the one who was lying. I told my mom that I have a card of a Psychiatrist that I will call to make a appointment for her to see that person.

She denied what the counselor told her to do, and she act's like she doesn't need help. Should I call that Psychiatrist and make a appointment for my mom to see that person? I feel that my mom really needs to talk to somebody about this, I mean she is driving me crazy!!!!!! and I think that would be the best thing for her. I think that she needs to get some help.

Also we are trying to sell our house right now, and we have to keep our house cleaned everyday because somebody might come to look at our house.
My mom makes sure that everything is picked and spotless clean, she has even gone into my room (without my permission most of the time) and goes through my stuff and makes sure that my room is all picked up.

That bother's the hell out of me and I don't like that. I don't like it when somebody goes through my things especially my most personal stuff, because I am a private person about stuff like that.

My mom is really driving me crazy!!!!!! I want to move out and be on my own someday and she is acting like I can't do that, because she thinks that I won't be independent. Also she is acting like I am a bad person and a bad daughter. I don't steale, I don't drink alcohol, I don't do drugs, I don't hurt other people, and I don't even smoke. I am not a bad person.

Having OCD, Hallucinations, and a Medical Condition does not make me a bad person. I have OCD, I have Hallucinations, and I have a Tumor on my Pituitary Gland in my brain. Also I am being tested for Cushings Syndrome by one of my Gland Doctor's right now, and here my mother is pressuring me BIG TIME to get over my OCD. I am under alot of stress and pressure, my mom is driving me nuts!!!!!!

Is it sinful to throw away a bar of soap every night? Am I really a bad person? Should I make a appointment for my mom to see a Psychiatrist?
She won't do that herself, and I really want her to talk to somebody about this. She is really bothering me, I don't know what to do with her.

What should I do? Can somebody please help me with this? I don't know what to do. I need some advice. Thankyou.