Help needed. Internal Voices.
Now i was not sure were to go with this, so i thought i would post i here. I have looked on the web for internal Tourette's. Seems like its a mental thing. I cant find anything on it. Anyway i was looking for some help.
It started when i was 15 i was siting down focusing on a talk. All of the sudden, in my head a seprete voice unlike my own. Started cursing in my head about people i loved , Repetedly. I was very scarded i was not sure what was going on. Then i think, some hours latter it started sending Pictures to my mind about horrible Sexuial stuff tword those ones. It was like my mind started to attack the things i loved. I started to cry becuase i did not know what was going on.
That went on for 2-3 years. Off and on. Kinda like ticks with Tourettts. Sometimes it would be 2-3 times a day sometime close to 50 times.
It was like a battle in my own mind and i did not know how to stop it. I could not read, i could not think, any time a would settle my mind. Thoughts and words would pour into my mind. But it was not me that was saying them, it was another voice.
When i was a kid i had sever abuse as a a kid. Emotional Abuse from my father. Does that have something to do with it.
it stoped about 2-3 years. But now its coming back slowly. Im not sure what to do. Please if anyone has any help on this subject. I would help greatly,thanks..