I have been suffering from mental torment for many years; severe obsessive compulsive behavior as well as constant fear from various sources. Also, growing up isolated with very few friends, the desire for attention caused me to become what I call a 'compulsive daydreamer'. I have dozens of daydreams daily - (not sexual fantasies) every kind of daydream you can imagine, pleasant and frightening, such as meeting a new friend or making my co-workers laugh with my wit, or being followed by a stalker. I have had this obsession for at least 5 years.
Yesterday one of them 'came true'. I was phsyically harassed in my co-workers car. It was minor yet very disturbing for me since nothing of the sort had happened before. My co-worker has since denied the incident over and over even to the point of swearing on his children that he never did such a thing.
I remember the incident clearly in my head but then I started to become very afraid that there was some chance I had imagined the whole thing. I've certainly imagined such incidents before but I was always completely aware they were fake.
Is there any chance, given the state of my mind, that what took place was something that was all in my head? I doubt it. I very highly doubt it but is there a chance?
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