Moody26

Cause i have struggled with this all my life every since i was a kid,i also have a learning disablity, i really don't have any friends.I may have one or two friends from high school,but we are not really close....and i make so call friends on my space some i chatted with online and offline.But i don't take none of them serious cause it's just something to do since i really don't have a social life! Plus i'm the only child and i have been spoiled by my mom,and when it comes to dating guys most of my life i had no luck with them....they figure out what's wrong with me by the way i act,cause i am a nice person to nice,and shy and quiet i don't talk that much don't know how to start conversations i do but not interesting ones.And some people want to take my kindness for weakness at times,and people always want to,test me or to **** me off and try to get in my business,and underestimate me. Some people have called me weird and crazy,cause i do have panic attacks,and fears,of social gatherings.And people just look past me or make fun of me cause of this mostly the guys i've dated have said these things to me.....they pretended that they had feelings for me and devlope a fake love for me when i shared my problems with them they mock me,and make me feel bad.And i'm scared to open up to another guy about my problems,and disablities cause if i do they will just make fun of me...i know i need to seek help for this problem cause i am deeply depressed with my life,so could someone on here give me some advice please? Do anyone else suffer with some of the same things i'm going through or,have been through it and how did you overcome it?

Thanks