I always considered myself 'normal', but now years down the line - with depression, anxiety and then ptsd, I decided I could no longer be classed as such. The fact is - it is how OTHERS perceive you. I have changed, my brain was warped by a person, (if not 2) with a personality disorder. But I'm past that. I have recovered. So, to get my head around my 'abnormal brain function' I keep telling people - It's because of my mental problem that I behave 'abnormally'. So now that is wrong! Everythnig I do or say is WRONG.
Sometimes you just can't win. Now I'm attention seeking, along with being jealous, Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh