What is wrong with me, this is the worst anxiety ever.
Lately this idea has popped up in my head that has made me feel like i'm losing my grip on reality.
I have severe OCD and Depression in which i've been trying to get treated over the last 18 months or so.
I feel as if everything around me isn't real or true. I've been implanted with this idea that i'm the only person on earth who is truly alive. I feel as if everything else around me is fake and are appirations that were just made up to make me live. Picture this, I'm the only person i've ever lived, I've never been someone else, I've only been me, and I will always be me, I'll never be anyone else. I see my life through "first person" and i witness everybody elses lives through "third person". So my mind plays tricks on me and basically says, "how do I know these are really living human beings? I can only see them in action, I don't really know if they are truly people." Same with anything in exisitence. I know this sounds really stupid, part of me knows this is stupid to think about, but it makes me wonder that everything on earth is just a figment of my life and my relationships with people are just fake relationships with people who don't really exist or are alive.
I know this sounds really strange, but what do you think this could be?
Any comments? It makes me really anxious and it's making me very sad, scared and makes me feel alone.