Hi all please can someone help me out here...
I am becoming increasingly bad tempered and moody. I have no friends, fall out with most people I was friends with and I look down on most people and am very rude to people. I feel a bit out of it at times - sometimes a little confused but not much and I keep saying stupid repetitive sayings out loud that I make up in mind.
I have mental fatigue like the mere thought of going out and doing things I just dont want to - all I want to do is lay on my sofa and do nothing at all!
Sometimes I just want to just scream out and say random crazy stuff! I have intrusive thoughts like I am not going to be able to control myself and run out in the middle of a bus and my head hurts when i feel this stuff. Not pain hurt but more psychological hurts. I feel frustrated, and want to shout out stuff.
I have no friends but crave for them but when I am around people I cant stand them. I also have virtually no social skills - Most people that meet me don't like me
I have started to go insane haven't I?